Happy 20th birthday I just want to wish u HAPPY BIRTHDAY Wow.. we have been godsis many years already Such a long time we know each other We never celebrate together so this june We must celebrate together no matter what Ur 20th and my 21st Doesn’t matter who pay ya All the best for ur exam I know u can do it I wan to be a missionary R u with me? Wait for u lol We open a clinic Why not? Pead not problem hehe Hope u enjoy ur day lah.. I know u will Always remember ur sister is with u God loves u God bless ya muaxxx
Happy 21st birthday So happy today No matter what I still happy I want to be the happiest gal in the world I get older this year Already an adult My college mate remember my birthday I’m so glad they still remember Though they busy until forgot They never let me down I think I should the same My best friend, thanks so much Hannah I love u all Thanks Lord that im still alive until today I know there is a purpose for me here My job still not done yet My dreams still not success yet I know u r there to encourage me I know miracle way will happen If I believe in you I have trust in u Lord. I know u have helped me a lot for this few years. I’m glad to know u Muaxx
God bless all of you Happy anniversary 20th to aunty Mag Unbelievable same day as me Just only one year younger then me
Happy Nurses Day on 12 May I am a nurse I want to wish all the nurses Have a great day You are doing well in your job Some people might think it will be an easy Actually is not easy at all I know all the hard work Hoping for everyday going well Is professional job We will always remember Florence nightingale She is the lady of lamp Some day I want to be like her However God’s will Dunno when I can be a successful nurse? Hope my dreams come true
Happy mother’s day on the 11 of May Wish that all mothers will be happier then ever I love you mummy No matter where u are I still love you I know it very well so much You love me Sometimes I didn’t say doesn’t mean I dunt care Wisher everyday will be happier Having a wonderful life in the world To me you’re my everything I want you to be happy Don’t worry too much on me I know all that Please forgive me if I have hurt u mum I’m sorry I didn’t mean want to hurt u Just that sometimes is the feeling that can’t get it off I know you want to be a nurse when u r young However u don’t have the chance Now is my turn to fulfill your dreams mum I really love this nursing job I want to be a missionary However without anything nothing can be done Is not the time yet I want to make you proud mum I just need to trust the Lord I love you mum muaxx
Why do I have many problems? Why people think that way As people grow older They have more to think about
Why can’t they just live me alone? All I can do Just believe in the Lord Trust in him
Why do I have to care what they think? Therefore thinking about others 1st We cannot be selfish We have to care for each other
Why do I worry about the things which is happening No matter what I still care for everybody They just don’t know me well If they know very well they will understand
I really don’t want to care what is happening now After this sick I got I found out that if a person cannot talk How does it feel?
Ask yourself Does u try it before? Is really hard to explain What u really wants to do?
I have never been so sick before I also cannot believe myself Can’t even get the way it is That show how bad it is
When I was young I have always ask why this and that What is I can’t talk or walk? What my life going to be
However, this time I really understand Maybe is god’s plan for me To be me understand what is really life means No matter what I can only say thank you Lord
I have thought about my life. I want to continue my studies, however, the problem should I retake my BM or just go for a college to study. Seriously, I don’t want any hospital to sponsor me and give me scholarship. I know is good but thinking about it. I’m afraid it happens again like I’m in Tung Shin. Lord, can I really do it? I have told my leader about it.
Finally, I have told him about it. Why I want to be a nurse is because I want to become a missionary not like those who go any where to tell others about Christ. However, I want to help those who are in problem, sick, nobody care for them and I hope I’m able to pray for them. Slowly, I will tell them about Christ and also listen to their problem to understand what they are thinking. This is my purpose and my dreams. I know God have already done so much in life. That’s why I need to fulfill this dream to serve him with all my heart. He says wow you want to be Florence nightingale. I am doing this for God not for myself.
Oh lord, can I really do this? When can I fulfill it? I plan to study and after that work 1st to pay back the money. After that, I have enough to take care of myself. I want to go and help the poor country. I know is not easy but I am going to do it no matter what. I know the devil wills always trying to take me away from God. There are so many times that I blame God. Now, I just want to say sorry. Sometimes, I just dunno what is right and wrong. Izzit my fault? Maybe is not the time yet. I dunno when the right time is. Therefore, I know what I want to be.
I know being a missionary is not easy. That’s why now I am trying to know more about God. Some people just don’t understand. There are many kind of missionary, mine is as I have said above.
I just want to have a prayer here. Father Lord, thank you for everything. You are always there for me. I’m so sorry Lord about the things I do is not right. Please be able to forgive me. OH lord, Please show me the way to what it should be done. I just want to leave everything to you. Please tell me when the right time is for me. I have been waiting for it. I have been through so much and I know Lord you will let it be true when I believe in it. Lord, what is my plan for this year? I have plan to join the Christmas this year however I’m working can’t even go practice. It seen my plans are upside down. Lord, please give me an answer for it. I’m so desperate Lord. I leave the rest to u all. Thanks Lord for everything. In Jesus name Amen.
Happy 20th birthday
