Sadly about the place

I’m sorry Lord.
I feel that I’m away
I’m lost
I’m not close to you anymore then before

Forgive me dear Lord
I really want to be with you always
I dunno why we are so far away
What is my purpose now?

Why people have to let down my hope
I still remember the things happen to me
I want to forget about it
How come still in memory

I’m happy to see my friends in Tung Shin
Sadly about the place there
Remind me so much
I hope this is my last time going there

How to see my friends?
Don’t need to
A few times already
I love my friends so much

Is the place make me sad
Not my friends

Scary day

Well, I have to set my mind now
Next year must go to study for good
Help me Lord
I must have trust in u

After the incident happen yesterday
I’m realize how important my life is
The guy who disturb which is an Indian guy
He asking me I’m what race so I say
Orang asli funny rite
I try not to say anything about myself
Age haizz.. Not important to tell others also
Girls is very sensitive one
Good thing I run out fast with not what is next
Normally I heard but I don’t really bother
Cos I though it won’t happen to me
And yet this thing really happen
How can this be?

There is a guy at my work place
He wants to ask me out for a date
For me as a friend only
How can I trust him?
He is an Indian
Not that Indian cannot but
If he simply do something to me
What will happen to me?
Difficult to find a good boyfriend
Haizz

Why life so challenge
Can he wait for me
To study
Can he?
Can I trust him?
Oh lord
Nothing on earth is for me
I just want someone there to care for me always
The only person is u lord.
U are the only I can trust
Help me lord
What is my life going to be?

A times of thinking

What am I thinking now?
Lives still have to go on
No matter where we are
We have to face it

I must have confident for myself
Sometimes I feel that I’m lost
Do I have the faith?
I really don’t know myself

When times I don’t realize it
Forgive me Lord
Now I will concentrate on work 1st
Nothing else to think of

Trust in the lord
He will lead the way for me
I know he will
That’s why I’m on this earth

There is still something
I’m haven’t done
This earth is evil
Times come very fast

Things happen just like that
Earth shaker in country
Water flow just like that
The world is going to end

In times come
Day by day
I have no reason to ask why
I know what I should do

As we grew older
People might be more mature in life
We know what our decision is
Thanks lord

You always in my heart
I have the trust in you
Guide me through
I love you Lord

I have been very busy working for night shift and over time. Wow, this is super busy. This is the first time I get to work 6 night experience. I never work such a long night before. It is an interesting. If u hasn’t tried u will never know how hard it is. For me is just as same as the normal working days but long hours.

I feel that after my night shift, I’m lost it. I’m so sorry God that I don’t have the time for u. forgive me Lord. I know how important you are in my life. When there are times I’m suffering and you are there for me. I know it.