BDAY 2009

Finally I am back to my house in puchong. I am having great time in training and my birthday on the 21 May at the age of 22 years old. I feel so old wei..

Anyway, I just to make myself clear about this year for my birthday wish.

Some people say we should not say it out until it works.

I don’t mind about it. This is to make myself clear.

I must change my attitude to be a better person.

I want to be a good student in college

I want to be the best in college.

To show the people who look down on me.

Thank you father lord to be there to listen to me always.

Problem is always there and we have to solve it with a professional way.

As a good nurse..

When I tell my friend about that and he say wah esthery have grown up already.

I was like oh not all the while like that meh. Maybe I think

Any way there is some photo to share

Posting

My first week of posting in PKKN is mostly for patient who have leprosy, tuberculosis and also HIV. I was in charge to take care of patient who has leprosy which is already negative which not spread already. The patient there are some which don’t have legs and hands, some even got psychology problem like mental. Really all kinds of things we see in the place. Some of them, which don’t have legs and hands, they even help each other to wash their plates, bowls and cups. They are really nice and helping each other and also they do fight and scold patient not nurse because some of them really a bit of problem like psychology.

In this place, I learn something is a reminder to me. They have no legs and hand and yet still they can live their life for so many years already more then 50 to 60 years. Some of them help to cook dishes when they feel like to cook. They really felt like home. I learn that sometimes we have problem to us like a big problem but we couldn’t help it like we so tension with it. However, imagine for these patients who have no hands and legs because of nerve did not flow well and cause damage already. To what I think is that their problem is bigger then us because is their whole life. Ours was only can settle or leave it just as is. I am seriously very proud of them. Is great that we know there are people who are like and yet they can take care of themselves. Now generation have change is different then before.

My second week on the 1st week of posting. Oh lord, today is not my day. I am supposed to work at afternoon but suddenly early in the morning, the people message me at 7:30am expect me to go now. Four of us, have to call here and there to know which ward, which CI, which place really make my day. I really don’t understand why they have to give information last minute on the doe.go late and come back early, there are nice senior that we join. Thanks Lord for everything no matter I still love you muax..

Worship

Oh dear Lord
What will happen to me when posting
I wan everything to go through perfectly
In a miracle way
I always believe in the Lord
Nurses day will be celebrate on the 20th May
So sad Saturday got posting
Wan everything to be great for next week

Worship

Worship is an emotional response
Directed toward God
Involving the whole body
Environment
Because of his holiness and his grace

Who do you worship?
How do you worship?
Where do you worship?
Do you worship God other then cg or church?
To let u think about it

Thank you Lord

Early Celebration Birthday

This is our day off for early celebration birthday
Is our wonderful day
We really enjoy ourselves
At last we brought quite a lot of things hehe
Life is worship
Worship is very important
It is deep in our heart to worship the Lord for true heart
True worship
Great worship deep in our heart

Puppy

The little puppy I my grandma house so cute like baby

Dad’s birthday cake

On day out

On a Sunday that suddenly
We plan to go out for shopping
Not real shopping but window shopping
Haha..end up did not buy anything hehe cool huh

We told photo in IOI mall wow

This is Melissa Choo and her brother and also me

We went out together

How beautiful my mum is

To a lovely mother in my life
Described my mum
She is a wonderful mum in my life
She is the most beautiful person in this world

No matter how things goes wrong
She is still able to hang in there
This is because god is with her
She believe God can make miracle happen

Sometime I am so impress by her
I wonder can be like my mum
She is a very understanding person
She is able to control her temper

In my life, I haven’t seen a person
Which is almost as perfect as she is
This is because God work through her
God have shown her so amazingly

We want to say sorry to our mother
Due to sometimes we in wrong
Sometimes we didn’t respect and angry with her
We want to take this opportunity to say SORRY

We also want to take this opportunity say THANK YOU
For the things she have done for us
Because of both us, she have suffer so much
She have made our life so wonderful

We love you so much
Sometimes we don’t really show
However in our heart
You are wonderful and beautiful like an ANGEL

Why like that? Sad!!!

Oh Lord I wonder how long I can stand this friend
I try my very best to be a good friend
He just like to argue with people
My friend also feel the same
I’m so tired to entertain him already
He like to make his own choice for people
I hope Lord please guide me to be more patient
I dun no what else can I do
He only wanna follow up this and that
I know he love God so much but also got timing
To him Jesus is coming
Yes , I know but when people cannot accept
We cannot force people
We only can try our best and God will do the rest
Why can’t he just understand this point
I just don’t know what is gone into him
He think is easy to get a non-christian to Christian
For me, it is also not easy to ask them to go
There is always the timing to do things
I am going to be Crazy but his attitude
Oh Lord, what should I do
No matter what I tell him to be patient need to wait
And yet he say no no no..
Jesus is coming, he told me
Yes, but cannot force people ok ok ok..
How to tell him
Nothing is easy unless God made it to be

I wanna cry Lord
I have my own problem
My studies and my result not in good shaped
However this guy keep disturbing me
I think I am going into depression soon
I don’t want things to be happen like Tung Shin
I don’t want Lord
This far I have gone through
Please do lead me to the end Lord
I try my best to have happy day
And yet it seen cannot be help
I can only depend on u Lord

Happy Birthday Angeline..
Have a great day..

Thank you Lord for everything muaxx

My problem

Today, I finally spend sometime to do some notes for two subject
There is a guy ask me to be his girlfriend and he is waiting for the answer
However, we know each other for maybe hmm since form 1 till now
He is younger then one year but I really dun have the feeling for it
How am I suppose to tell him the answer
Every time, we meet also we argue one
Even Yesterday also he call me and also we argue
He ask me out to watch movie with him alone
How can? To me I cannot do it. I am scare
I dun wan to give him hope
I am really just think he is just a friend to me
It is very difficult for to tell him
Oh dear Lord, I pray that soon my prince will come to me
I wan the prince which I can love him and also he love me
For now, I dun wan to think about relationship between girl and boy
I wan my future to be success first
Even I dun have also I am ok with it. Ya I am desperate but let it be my dream
I wan to fulfill my future and be a missionary
Others let God think for me
I wan some one to come with me to the missionary field (nurse and doctor)
In my mind, I dun wan doctor to be my future dream
Because due to some thing that I have seen which I think dun need to be
What is in my mind now?
Why when I tell people about my problem can’t they just understand me?
Oh Lord for me is very difficult to find a person to listen to my problem.
I also dunno why I got some much problem
In this world, there are things happen just like that
There is always a reason as I told myself to remember
I just have to depend On God

Thanks Lord

In Cova

The lake behind my hostel

My best friend Hannah and me

My hostel swimming pool which is Cova

My hostel housemate


Me


Yana and me

Yana and me

Happy Labour Day

Happy Labour Day
Is the day of everybody having holiday
There is where the family get together
Spend the time together

Father, I want to have a friend which is not a christian
Yesterday my friend and I bring her to CG at New life Church
I really hope that one day she will be able to accept what is Jesus all about
Is great to join them for CG I found that is a bit different
However I would is really comfortable with that
Pray that gives her the confident to accept Jesus as saviour
In Jesus Name Amen