Sunday, May 25, 2008

Happy 20th birthday to my best friend

Happy 20th birthday
I just want to wish u
HAPPY BIRTHDAY

Wow.. we have been godsis many years already
Such a long time we know each other
We never celebrate together so this june
We must celebrate together no matter what
Ur 20th and my 21st
Doesn’t matter who pay ya
All the best for ur exam
I know u can do it
I wan to be a missionary
R u with me?
Wait for u lol
We open a clinic
Why not?
Pead not problem hehe
Hope u enjoy ur day lah..
I know u will
Always remember ur sister is with u
God loves u
God bless ya
muaxxx

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

21st birthday

Happy 21st birthday
So happy today
No matter what
I still happy
I want to be the happiest gal in the world
I get older this year
Already an adult
My college mate remember my birthday
I’m so glad they still remember
Though they busy until forgot
They never let me down
I think I should the same
My best friend, thanks so much Hannah
I love u all
Thanks Lord that im still alive until today
I know there is a purpose for me here
My job still not done yet
My dreams still not success yet
I know u r there to encourage me
I know miracle way will happen
If I believe in you
I have trust in u Lord.
I know u have helped me a lot for this few years.
I’m glad to know u
Muaxx

God bless all of you
Happy anniversary 20th to aunty Mag
Unbelievable same day as me
Just only one year younger then me

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Happy Nurses Day

Happy Nurses Day on 12 May
I am a nurse
I want to wish all the nurses
Have a great day
You are doing well in your job
Some people might think it will be an easy
Actually is not easy at all
I know all the hard work
Hoping for everyday going well
Is professional job
We will always remember Florence nightingale
She is the lady of lamp
Some day I want to be like her
However God’s will
Dunno when I can be a successful nurse?

Hope my dreams come true

Happy mother’s day

Happy mother’s day on the 11 of May
Wish that all mothers will be happier then ever
I love you mummy
No matter where u are I still love you
I know it very well so much
You love me
Sometimes I didn’t say doesn’t mean I dunt care
Wisher everyday will be happier
Having a wonderful life in the world
To me you’re my everything
I want you to be happy
Don’t worry too much on me
I know all that
Please forgive me if I have hurt u mum
I’m sorry
I didn’t mean want to hurt u
Just that sometimes is the feeling that can’t get it off
I know you want to be a nurse when u r young
However u don’t have the chance
Now is my turn to fulfill your dreams mum
I really love this nursing job
I want to be a missionary
However without anything nothing can be done
Is not the time yet
I want to make you proud mum
I just need to trust the Lord
I love you mum
muaxx

After a bad sick

Why do I have many problems?
Why people think that way
As people grow older
They have more to think about

Why can’t they just live me alone?
All I can do
Just believe in the Lord
Trust in him

Why do I have to care what they think?
Therefore thinking about others 1st
We cannot be selfish
We have to care for each other

Why do I worry about the things which is happening
No matter what I still care for everybody
They just don’t know me well
If they know very well they will understand

I really don’t want to care what is happening now
After this sick I got
I found out that if a person cannot talk
How does it feel?

Ask yourself
Does u try it before?
Is really hard to explain
What u really wants to do?

I have never been so sick before
I also cannot believe myself
Can’t even get the way it is
That show how bad it is

When I was young
I have always ask why this and that
What is I can’t talk or walk?
What my life going to be

However, this time I really understand
Maybe is god’s plan for me
To be me understand what is really life means
No matter what I can only say thank you Lord

Sunday, May 4, 2008

In life

In a way of life
Given me a chance again
Why I don’t receive it as it is
Am I worried about it?

How can I do it?
Trust in the Lord,
Always believe in him
Prayer will succeed with true heart

In a way of life
I need to go on with it
I want to be a successful
Do my best for it

How can I do it?
What is my purpose in life?
Can I fulfill it?
Do I have the courage for it?

In a way of life
In heart to be a missionary
I want to be a nurse
Help the sick people

Thank you Lord
I know you are always there for me
I want to serve him
In mind to think clearly

Saturday, May 3, 2008

Future Plan

I have thought about my life. I want to continue my studies, however, the problem should I retake my BM or just go for a college to study. Seriously, I don’t want any hospital to sponsor me and give me scholarship. I know is good but thinking about it. I’m afraid it happens again like I’m in Tung Shin. Lord, can I really do it? I have told my leader about it.

Finally, I have told him about it. Why I want to be a nurse is because I want to become a missionary not like those who go any where to tell others about Christ. However, I want to help those who are in problem, sick, nobody care for them and I hope I’m able to pray for them. Slowly, I will tell them about Christ and also listen to their problem to understand what they are thinking. This is my purpose and my dreams. I know God have already done so much in life. That’s why I need to fulfill this dream to serve him with all my heart. He says wow you want to be Florence nightingale. I am doing this for God not for myself.

Oh lord, can I really do this? When can I fulfill it? I plan to study and after that work 1st to pay back the money. After that, I have enough to take care of myself. I want to go and help the poor country. I know is not easy but I am going to do it no matter what. I know the devil wills always trying to take me away from God. There are so many times that I blame God. Now, I just want to say sorry. Sometimes, I just dunno what is right and wrong. Izzit my fault? Maybe is not the time yet. I dunno when the right time is. Therefore, I know what I want to be.

I know being a missionary is not easy. That’s why now I am trying to know more about God. Some people just don’t understand. There are many kind of missionary, mine is as I have said above.

I just want to have a prayer here.
Father Lord, thank you for everything. You are always there for me. I’m so sorry Lord about the things I do is not right. Please be able to forgive me. OH lord, Please show me the way to what it should be done. I just want to leave everything to you. Please tell me when the right time is for me. I have been waiting for it. I have been through so much and I know Lord you will let it be true when I believe in it. Lord, what is my plan for this year? I have plan to join the Christmas this year however I’m working can’t even go practice. It seen my plans are upside down. Lord, please give me an answer for it. I’m so desperate Lord. I leave the rest to u all. Thanks Lord for everything.
In Jesus name Amen.