To believe

I have been thinking about it
And I have decide to go tomorrow to register
I really hope this is the right thing I’m doing
I’m scare but Lord
Help me in everything
Let everything to go smooth
My target is a missionary
Even I know go mission is not easy
I know I will suffer
I wiling to go and do it
Heaven is the best place
I want everybody to know about God
However, how am I going to tell others?
Lead me the way Lord
The only I can do
Trust in the Lord
I believe in you

dreams

Oh Lord, here I am again
More of u Lord
I’m feeling lost again
I wonder what is camp going to be
Seen a bit lost of people
Less people joining
Everybody seen to be very busy lately

I’m sorry lord that I didn’t go church
I really can’t go because of work
I hope to go to learn more gods’ word
Missionary is not easy ok
My dreams Lord
With not why am I on earth for
Therefore the job is for me
I must fulfill it with all my heart
Stop asking me that r u going to do it
Are u going to study nursing
YES!!! Because of the Lord
I don’t care do I have boyfren a not
I go for mission I think single is better
No need to worry too much
I know the Lord will take care of my family
All I need to do is to trust God
Work my very best for it

Someone told me that someone in the hospital that he / she want me to work permanent in this hospital as a personal care assistant (PCA). I really don’t know what am I thinking. Don’t know whether to feel happy or sad? Actually a bit sad like want me to work as a PCA the rest of my life then how am I going to fulfill my dreams.

Mission is my target

Father Lord, I am really thinking to go and study. The next intake will be in November should I go or wait until 2009. what should I do lord. Somemore sheena is coming in December though of celebrate with my family for this year. I don’t think !!! what is this? Is this what u want for ur life. U know what u want and everybody is supporting u and yet u trying to give up. What is this? Remember what u want to do for the Lord have u forgotten about it? Can I really do it? Even Dr. support me such a wonderful thing happen to me. I’m glad that happen to me. Such an experience for me.

Help me Lord !! I want to go for November been tired being a personal care assistant but work like a staff nurse help me lord to have good result.. I want the license to go for mission.