dreams

Oh Lord, here I am again
More of u Lord
I’m feeling lost again
I wonder what is camp going to be
Seen a bit lost of people
Less people joining
Everybody seen to be very busy lately

I’m sorry lord that I didn’t go church
I really can’t go because of work
I hope to go to learn more gods’ word
Missionary is not easy ok
My dreams Lord
With not why am I on earth for
Therefore the job is for me
I must fulfill it with all my heart
Stop asking me that r u going to do it
Are u going to study nursing
YES!!! Because of the Lord
I don’t care do I have boyfren a not
I go for mission I think single is better
No need to worry too much
I know the Lord will take care of my family
All I need to do is to trust God
Work my very best for it

Someone told me that someone in the hospital that he / she want me to work permanent in this hospital as a personal care assistant (PCA). I really don’t know what am I thinking. Don’t know whether to feel happy or sad? Actually a bit sad like want me to work as a PCA the rest of my life then how am I going to fulfill my dreams.