Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Miracle

Dear Father Lord,

Suddenly I just feel like writing out a poem

However, I really don’t know what to write

I feel sorry for my friend’s mother

The mother got this cancer of the colon

Then after that she have done the operation

It was success but only for three to four months

However, it have gone to 6 moths already

God have make miracle in her life

Hope that he is able to prepare himself

And on the 11 Aug 2009 at 6 something in the morning have pass away

I actually when my friend told me about septicemia

I already know it’s not long

I know the condition very well

This is about the Blood problem

However I just don’t know how to say

However my friend have the hope

What I think same as my mother

If the person so suffering

Why not God take the person to heaven

So that she have happy life there

She won’t be on earth so suffer with all the mesin

I know that God will take care of her

I love you Lord to take care of her

No matter how long I know her

Even I know her for few minutes

I still love her as my family

I just don’t know how to show her Love

I know God has a way

I believe in that

I pray that God will be able to take care her

Oh Lord pray that you will help my dear friend

To be ok soon

I want to see him happy like last time

Always make fun of me

Always there to help me in everything I need

No matter I know him for few months

He is my brother in Christ family to me

Heal him and build him up in everything

Thanks you Lord…

Sometimes I don’t understand

I know my parents worry about me

Therefore scare the children get sickness

Such as H1N1

Well, what I think that

Is true that we need to protect ourselves

However things that u wants to avoid

Sometimes the more u avoid the more will get

I believe that God will protect us

He will lead me the way

He know what should I do

He knows when I knew to leave

He knows when my job going to finish

I will going for mission

Sure there is a lot of sickness

I will be going through

This is really true

Now just let everything go through like that

Trust in the Lord

He will lead me through whatever what I need to go through

Thanks Lord for everything

Love you

Sunday, August 9, 2009

Sensitive Issue

Oh Father Lord

Today I am quite happy can meet back Chee Yee.

She is ok only that sometimes she just like to control people.

We have talk a lot of things today

After that, I feel bored also cos only both of us.

Suddenly there is a friend say about which Church is better.

I just don’t understand

Do not judge other people

We know ourselves, and we are not perfect at all.

God is the one who will Judge us when the end of the earth

In revelation God have mention in the Bible

Is ok he is still new believer

Must be patience ok…

What I think about that

Anywhere you feel comfortable then is good

Do not judge saying that this church feel more like Family

It is ourselves how you bring yourselves up in Christ

What you think and what you think about the Lord

You must know your God

Which one is the right one

There is only one God

Do not serve other God is enough already

This is a very sensitive issue

I just do not know how I should say already

He haven’t even join my church before

Forgive others and God will forgive us

Good things sya understand my feeling

Do not mention so much about religion

Oh God!!! Very upset to heard that

For my studies

Help me dear Lord to guide me in every way

Show that there is a different in me

I can do it Lord

Whatever it is I will just listen what you say

I want to listen to your words

Sure there is a lot of these things happen

Spiritual warfare ya… it is not easy lol

Whatever he don’t understand

Forgive him Lord.

Really hurt my feeling..

I don’t know why

Because this church have brought me up

I have learn quite a lot of things of there

Thanks you Lord for there to be with me

Lead me to more ways Lord

I want to continue my life as a missionary

I want to serve you..

Show me the way

Monday, August 3, 2009

Free from Exam

Proverbs 29:25 – 26
It is dangerous to be concerned with what other think of you, but if you trust the Lord, you are safe.
Everybody wants the good will if the ruler, but only from the Lord can you get justice.


What I think this verse really speak to me.
It is true about that.
Think about this verse and is very meaningful to me

After exam was super free
Was sick whole week
What a week of sick
Hopefully can see Doctor today
What is life now
Lean me through the way in miracle
Guide each of my friends to goods of way
Finally I am able to write my blog
Such a long time didn’t write my blog
There are many things happen in my life
I really I dunno where to start

My hostel
Well, I trying my best to solve the problem
Whatever they want to do let it be
I’m just too tired to think and help them
It seen to make so much problem of it
My tears have been running out
Ever since I come in to this college
Every time I try to help them to solve and
They seen to make problem every time
How come they are not tired

There is one Christian
They way she act really not like Christian
Whatever I just don’t want care
She is like find me stupid
When there is something she wants
She will come to u
If not she don’t even care for you
She only think about her problem
So selfish
Human are seriously not perfect at all
But some how I just can’t stand it
No matter how many times I help her
She doesn’t care but only herself
What I know now.
God knows everything
God will help her in everything
Thanks Lord

I am truly very upset about that
But I always remember to forgive others
And God will forgive you rite
It is really true
Thanks god I still have some outside friends who care for me
Thanks Lord for those who care for me.
This is not end of the world yet

Now I am worried for my college
There are people in college got H1N1
Protect us Lord to go through all this.
I trust in you Lord
In everything you are there for me

Have a great day