A wonderful Hari Raya Holiday This is the 1st time I go for camping at Bentong I have learn to independent when I was outside Have wonderful holiday with friends especially Poh Ling, Seng Tat and also Mun Kin Is great to get to know new friends They are very friendly Some I don’t even know them This is the camp from new life which is called PA Outing Actually I went to this outing there is a reason God knows it.. I dunno what to say
Finally, I have settled with the person I really hope he can understand me Hope that he won’t get upset or this and that Every time, only got his talk Even that day also I say something sure he say something Really hurt my feeling But never mind whatever it is I have done my part God will understand me No matter those people don’t understand I am OK with it Because I know God understand God is with me always I don’t think is important that he listen a not I have done the right thing I guess
Now, have to concentrate on the semester 3 final exam is on Tuesday My OKSI is on Wednesday I pray that God will guide me through with everything I just have to trust him and God will do the rest I have done my reading Help me to remember it Lord, wisdom, knowledge to do it In a miracle way Believe and ask for God Helps and seek for him
I have been through all this Why I can’t everybody can Something to believe in.. (God) How to plan for the mission with Poh Ling I know she is so excited and worry about it Now I guess she have to start from Adam.. I just have to be with her. Lord, show me the way how to deal with it Thx Lord for everything..
Just wan to share my feeling since I have enough sleep I guess Now is already 4am in the morning.. Why I wake up so early having headache now also If I sleep some more I’m like a pig
Father Lord, I have an experience of the feeling fainting On the 29 aug I was in genting for the camp DARE TO MOVE… I only slept for 3 hours I guess Then I wake up to study and whole day never sleep After when at night service I was fainted during the service The feeling was like feeling drizzle, seeing stars all around After that, I really dunno what happen By the time I wake im already on the sofa Two church member carry I have open my eyes during I fainted and I know my feet was not on the floor I couldn’t dare to walk I couldn’t balance myself at all They decide to carry to my dorm Since than I feel so sick having so much problem in my life
After camp, means was on the 1 sept I was in college And I have so called chest pain I feel that I have something press on the chest couldn’t breath nicely Slowly I do deep breathing exercise only better a bit So on the 3 sept was on thurday I have pain near my scapula and she massage for me Then I feel a bit hard to breath So I call seng tat can we just go and eat and I go back but he insist me to go to church So I went but I was having difficulty so I slept there
I did not talk to jia chuen since Wednesday That morning is the last talk I talk to him He is so not matured sometimes I cannot accept it already I think I have enough patience with him
On Friday I went my own cell group I was having back pain but everything was fine at that time Was talking to my leader But when they started to worship I feel very uncomfortable Hard to breath (SOB) shortness of breath Then I message Poh Ling She help to breath nicely And even she call Seng Tat to pick me up from CG Then they decide to send me to Hospital (UM) Everything was ok Pulse rate was a bit high The x-ray was ok Everything was ok just hard to breath Is so called hyperventilation The cause is Stress and something trying to stop me To fulfill my mission This is what my mum told me I guess so Emily calls me and asks how check up Then I call Joshua to tell him cos he is my leader He didn’t know anything Why u didn’t tell me I know if like that they will also send me to hospital But is ok.. Poh Ling will take care of it
Thanks to everyone who cares for me My life in hostel and at home the same I just can’t stand it Here and there got argument They only think about themselves Who think about me Making problem only Lead me to a conclusion of success Nobody thinks about me.. Hope I’m not going for depression
Proverbs 29:25 – 26 It is dangerous to be concerned with what other think of you, but if you trust the Lord, you are safe. Everybody wants the good will if the ruler, but only from the Lord can you get justice.
What I think this verse really speak to me. It is true about that. Think about this verse and is very meaningful to me
After exam was super free Was sick whole week What a week of sick Hopefully can see Doctor today What is life now Lean me through the way in miracle Guide each of my friends to goods of way Finally I am able to write my blog Such a long time didn’t write my blog There are many things happen in my life I really I dunno where to start
My hostel Well, I trying my best to solve the problem Whatever they want to do let it be I’m just too tired to think and help them It seen to make so much problem of it My tears have been running out Ever since I come in to this college Every time I try to help them to solve and They seen to make problem every time How come they are not tired
There is one Christian They way she act really not like Christian Whatever I just don’t want care She is like find me stupid When there is something she wants She will come to u If not she don’t even care for you She only think about her problem So selfish Human are seriously not perfect at all But some how I just can’t stand it No matter how many times I help her She doesn’t care but only herself What I know now. God knows everything God will help her in everything Thanks Lord
I am truly very upset about that But I always remember to forgive others And God will forgive you rite It is really true Thanks god I still have some outside friends who care for me Thanks Lord for those who care for me. This is not end of the world yet
Now I am worried for my college There are people in college got H1N1 Protect us Lord to go through all this. I trust in you Lord In everything you are there for me
Oh Dear Father Lord I was really very down that day I am totally very useless that I feel However, u have not given up on me You have given me so much hope U send people to build me up I thank you Lord for everything I realize that you are so amazing to me
That day I friend have a problem between her old religion Therefore u have show her the way Though that I have some problem between our friend And yet I have forgive him Now is the time there have to settle it themselves I can only do things till here Others I can only depend on you I am so glad you are always there for me
Oh Lord, I remember that you have given me break through For this week and so many times I know that God u have show me that u really care for me You have show me so much about life You have teach me so much I think is really miracle that you guide me through everything
Now Lord I have to depend on you on my exam I am working hard on it I have done my best and the rest I leave it to u Lord I know that you will be there for me
Help me Lord Give me the strength to go through all this Without you what is life all about But with you life so interesting in me I wan to thank you Lord for everything
Sometimes I really dun understand the senior They dun like to work with me But ended up yesterday was the last day with them One of them seen to enjoy working with me Is ok that show that how God work through me I am so thankful to u Lord. I love you Lord so much I have gain my challenger and I know there is more Thank you Lord Amen
