Thank you Lord

Finally my result is out. I am so happy

I want to thank for those who help me

Especially God, because he keep letting me believe in him

I did not know that I did not bad.. I love you Lord

This verse keep reminder me about it

John 14:1

Do not let trouble in your heart,

Trust in the Lord and also believe in me.

Now the most important thing I have to start preparing for Sem 2 mid term

The lecturer got high expectation on me

So pressure, tension, stress

Working on it to make myself more confident

There is one friend saying that I am giving the person excuse

The person just don’t understand

It takes me for few months to get back confident

And going on the right track

The person was saying everyday say busy why now still can online

Mostly I will online and also doing my assignment and home work and studies together

Don’t judge people on the outside but look the inside before you say anything

Dunno how many times I have repeat what I say

My schedule is very pack

Mon till Friday is 9 am till 5pm for classes reach hostel already 6am

Normally I will wash my clothes 1^st then rest sometimes cook for the housemate to eat

By the time everything settle is already 8pm or 9pm

Not only one subject I have to study is four subjects this semester

All this subject need to memorize one not as the 1^st semester

Really scare to drop the marks

I don’t even have the time for myself

Why can’t the person understand me

So angry say I giving excuse.

Thank you Lord for everything you have done for me

I will continue to do what I should do

And always remember that what is my dream

muaxx

Thank you

I just wan to say thank you
You have made my life meaningful
You always made my day such as wonderful as it was
You have done so much in my life

No matter what I always depend on you without fail
You have show me the way
You are always there
You are the one who encourage me

I just can’t believe it
However you have show me the way
You make miracle
You have make things real to me

When I feel down
You are there to show me
A cheerful world you have shown me
You make my life unforgettable

When I loss hope
You have shown me hope
You make a way for me
You still have confident in me

When I feel sad
You are there to be my father
You are forever mine
You are beside me to listen to my tear

I wonder that am I important to you
To him, everybody is special
He created me and everyone else
There is specialty in my life

When I have problem
He makes a way for me
He asked me to trust in him
I do my best and he do the rest

When I feel happy
I am glad to share it with him
I want to share with everyone else through my testimony
I want share and let people know that my life is different

I know he cares for me
He knows what is best for me
He wants me to be a different person
He is everything to me

He is so grateful
He so understands
He is so wonderful
He is so lovely

When I asked for help
You are there
You are willing to listen
You answered

I just want to say thank you
I just don’t know what else can I do
I just want to be your best daughter
I just want to be pure as you are

I love you Lord

I love you Lord,
I am to love you
To worship u with all my heart

Thanks you Lord.
U are always there to make my day
U lean me through in a miracle way
U always there when I have trouble
U r everything to me
I put my trust in u always

Thank you
For always being there with me
Whatever I done, you are still there to comfort me
You still forgive me
I am so glad that you are my Lord

Sometimes, I wonder why
He is so wonderful
He is very understanding
He is so great then anything in my life
Sometimes I just don’t understand
However, he is the one who make situation for me to understand

holiday

Oh this week holiday, I felt that I am very relieved from the exam. I don’t feel so stress anymore. I always trust in the Lord. I believe he will make way for me whatever it is. I feel that whatever I am going through, he is there to encourage me but sometimes is myself that don’t have confident. I am so blessed by the Lord. The only thing I can do is to fulfill the dream I always wanted to be.

In my life
I always wonder why
All things happen to me

There is always a problem for me
There is always something for me to solve
There is always life with difficulty
There is always a person for me to think
There is always glory
There is always faith in me
There is always someone help me out in everything
There is Holy Spirit in me
It is you Lord

I wonder when will be my time
I just to be myself one day
I want to do something for him
How I am going to do it

Semester 1

Before my final exam sem 1
My final exam during the week

My Colleagues

Special me

My friend

Me and Charen (she is my only Christian Friend in College and also Housemate)

Me and Leela

My Colleagues

This is Group D (3/2008B)
During Practical for the last day

In this semester 1, I have learned a lot even though I have study before assistance nurse. I always tell myself that I don’t want same things happen as before. I have told my leader and he told normally it would not happen again. I choose to trust him before I believe that God would not want me to have the same thing happen because he wants me to do what is best.

I have met a lot of people in hospital and I know that I can make a different. In hospital, I feel so use to it like my second home. I am able to encourage patient and they are so friendly. Sometimes, I feel that they are just like my family. In this world, everyone is the same just that how are you going to control your attitude. To me, patients are just like my family. I am willing to listen to their needs. Whoever wants to have a talk with me, I am willing to listen. I can give opinion when they need it.

In hospital, I meet a lot of my friends where last time they are in my old place. I am so glad that we are able to meet again. In this world is so small. I feel that is good to meet my old friend. As long as I know what is my part.

My housemate, there is good and bad. Whatever happen try to solve it or leave it to the Lord. We are like sister, we must help each other whatever it is. Sometimes, I just don’t understands why there are things happen to make everything feel so out of control.

The most important thing in my life, which will be my future, my studies and my life. Other things, I am too tired to know about it.

The lecturer in this college was better then before the college that I went. I don’t think is suitable to tell because this is my privacy. Sometimes, people wants to say bad about us. It is no good to tell others about the other college. People might want to make your life miserable but we don’t do bad to them. I always tell myself whatever people do something’s bad to you is okay because for those who do bad things will happen worst for them. There is the different. My lecturer thinking is very positively. They always encourage me and I really need this encouragement. This really help me a lot during my exam time. Thank you to everyone who help me.

Final Sem 1

Exam tomolo.. ah…ah…ah.. ah.. help me
Oh Lord, tomolo is the exam for Anantomy And Physiology
I have read but still there are things that I forget
Please able to help me to remember
I wan miracle to work in me..
Trust in the Lord as I always do
Wednesday will be nursing science
Should be better then previous exam because I have confident
Help me Lord to write out with a wonderful way
Thursday will be OSCE = O Skill Clinical Examination
Which what I normal do the procedure in ward.
Help me Lord that I will be able to do
I don’t want to get nervous be with me Lord.
I just have to be confident and have faith
Trust the Lord he can do anything

Thank you Lord.

World Unfair

There are some people thinks that I am happy in my college by the photo. What I want to say is don’t judge by the outside but look clearly inside or understand the heart. I just don’t understand some people judge it by photo. For a logic things that everybody wants to look better and nice in the photo what do u say? Does u agree with me? If u does please leave ur comment on my blog.

Oh Lord, I know that no body is perfect in this world for those who are old enough please think a bit mature. I have some problem with my housemate which one of them. After that day, I just don’t want to care about anything at all except my studies or those are related to it. No matter, how much I try to make things work out but they just bother what it is all about. Attitude is very important to nursing course. I have the same problem but I try my best to change my attitude to the best but some people only think about themselves. This world doesn’t have love or family or even friends who can understand and try to work out for things better. I am just too tired to bother them anymore. I know what is rite I will do. I really don’t want to know what they think or do. Not easy to do anything in this world however we need to try our best to change whatever we need too.

There is a guy that I get to know him in sg buloh hospital. At first, he offer me to work in Australia after three years but after about two weeks. He call me and tell me that the hospital is ready in Australia. He wants me to go over there to study my nursing. He said don’t worry about the cost because the hospital will sponsor me as in full scholarship but of course have to work for them about few years. I am afraid that is this true and I ask opinion all my friends said is a good opportunity. Not easy to get offer from overseas for full scholarship. They ask me to check and I have check in the internet and everything is true and real. Lord, I leave it to you because I am afraid to choose the wrong way as before. What is my life for always stop here and there. I just have to count on God and believe in him to let him tell me what I am supposed to do for this. I tell myself, I am willing to go if only is God wants me to go if not I will just continue here in Malaysia.

I am so stressful now. I have exam coming which is final sem 1 exam. Lord, lead me through everything. Give me wisdom, knowledge, memory to be able to write or do well in my exam. I have to study and let God work in me. I believe in him. thank you Lord for everything. You are the best and I trust in YOU.

Show me the rite way to be.

Finally

My cg member in Christ or my family

Thank you Lord that I finally finish my assignment for sociology. This really takes me weeks to finish and so many words to write. Thank you to those who help me out especially my mum, my leader (Joshua), my aunty (Mag), my lecture(Miss Hasanah) and also my dear friends.

I did not write my blog a long time due to my assignment, training in hospital and also preparing for exam year 1 sem 1. this is the most important exam I must do well. Oh Lord, I want to do my best for this. Help me through with every need and I will also do my best to study. Help me to remember everything that I have read and also help me to understand it.

Lord, I met a guy which is can be my father. Anyway, he asked me to go Australia to work after three years. I just leave everything to you to decide whether should I go or send any other place that you have plan for me. He have chooses me to work at his hospital which he said he is the chairman.

Lately, I am very tension and stressful for so many things such as my studies, my cross book, oski exam and final exam sem 1. lead me through. I want to go to the mountain and have a shout. So many problem that I am facing, can I just do my best in exam. I really do not want to think of other things at all.

Lead me in a miracle way
I trust in you Lord
I know u r always there to help me in everyway that I need
I want to have peaceful life
Believe in the Lord
That is the only way I can do
Sorry for everything that I done
Please forgive me

How my Training Life goes

Sungai Buloh Hospital

Yus and Me in Sungai Buloh Hospital.

Our Patient in Sg Buloh

Our Patient in Sg Buloh and group E

Nurul, Esther (me), Wan Norshida, Umira, Wan Mohd, Patient, Charen, Suzie, Vinod

We take photo before we leave for holiday and our last day in this ward.


Flower on patient table

Charen N Esther (Me)

Me in the Bus

Me and my CI (Miss Wansuhanawati)

I’m in Columbia Asia Shah Alam.
Is a nursing home there.

Oh.. This photo is take when I went for dinner (Mum’s office 10th Anniversary)

Wow, still got only one more day to go is Happy Chinese New Year.
Time pass by so fast. Didn’t realize it.
I was in sungai buloh hospital for two days training. Is a government hospital.
The place is very super big and nice.
I though only Columbia Asia Puchong use laptop for passing report even this government hospital also use laptop.
Wow, in this hospital for student, we can do anything.
I also get to interview the patient.
We get to know how the sickness becomes worst and why they are in hospital.
There is one patient came from puchong also. He is staying in Wawasan.
Which is behind Columbia Asia Puchong. He came in because of vocal cord.
This time, he come in for 4th time operation.

Oh Dear Lord
Thanks you for everything
That u have given me so much
U helps me through for every problem that I face

Therapeutic Fighter

This photo is before we present our role play or as in drama.
This is my college practical room

This is my friend Wan , my friends call us twins haha..for fun

WOW, is already 2009. I cannot believe it. I want a great year.
Happy New year..
This week is not a good week.
My hostel got no water because the college didn’t pay the water bill.
Everyday seen like got something happen.
Some more, my assignment for role play have to finish by four days.
However, we did quite well for the role play.
This is my group therapeutic fighter.
I am the leader of this group.
This is my group member.