Wow, now a day I become a translator. DR Jurina always looks for me. It is great that someone appreciate me for something different in life. Thanks god because given me a chance to help people I feel that I’m doing something great. I really feel that life is a miracle. At first, I though nobody cares about and yet I have explain what the Dr wants to tell patient about their condition. The patients say thank you Dr. so I told the Dr that the patient say thank you. Then amazing that the Dr say no I must thank you because you are the one who explain the correct way. I’m so thankful. Oh lord; I really know what is give then to receive. This verse always reminds me that to care for others then yourself. Those who don’t know must start doing it the right way. U did a great job, people will appreciate u.
Lord, I understand that why u have put in at Columbia Asia. Sometimes, I will be asking am I in a right place? What should I do here? My job is not done yet. I will still continue to serve u the way it is. What is right I have to do the best? I know what my life to be. I’m still close to the lord. Muax.. thanks Lord. The patient should thank u.
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Sunday, July 13, 2008
Remember sumitah always
Life will go on
Time will pass on and on
Friendship is always there
As long we always remember
No matter where u are
I will always remember u
I am very happy
To know u as a friend
Remember to choose the place wisely
Every place will have different
People, things are different too
Wherever place u go be the best
Remember me ya
I’m a very special girl
Does u want to know why?
I’m grateful to know u
Not easy to know a friend like u
Muaxx
My friend in Columbia asia is living already. I really dunno what to say. I can only say I will miss her a lot..
Time will pass on and on
Friendship is always there
As long we always remember
No matter where u are
I will always remember u
I am very happy
To know u as a friend
Remember to choose the place wisely
Every place will have different
People, things are different too
Wherever place u go be the best
Remember me ya
I’m a very special girl
Does u want to know why?
I’m grateful to know u
Not easy to know a friend like u
Muaxx
My friend in Columbia asia is living already. I really dunno what to say. I can only say I will miss her a lot..
Sunday, July 6, 2008
Release everything to the Lord
In this world
Nobody understand me at all
I want to be protector
No protection at all
As times come
I felt scare
More and more problem
Is this a challenge for me?
Lord, Are u testing me
Are u helping me
To solve problem
My life I just want peaceful
Why can’t be peaceful
This earth is going evil
Does the world know that?
My job is not done yet
I know the world not going to end
Until I finish my task
What is my task?
Be a missionary nurse
What is a missionary nurse?
Some say tell others about Christ
Half of it is correct
That’s not all
I want to help the sick
By praying
I’m still afraid to pray for others
I need to work on it for my braveness
I wan to go all over the world
People always ask about do u have BF
For me, I don’t think they will accept
How can they accept the gal go all over the world
Dear Lord, as u can see that I’m working very hard at Columbia. Sometimes, not that I wan to complain. I just wan to let it out. I am the person who doesn’t want to keep the problem inside my heart. The more u keeps the more we will get crazy bout it. I don’t wan to go into depression. I’m a nurse need to know how to take care of our feeling. People will always use me but I don’t really bother about it. I’m use to it. They always put me in charge of the whole ward for observation. Is very stressful for me and they give it everything for me to do. They think I’m a super robot. Sometimes I really cannot handle myself.
I need someone to be there to understand me. Hannah do u understands me? You know me very well. If I work means I work my best as in I work very hard even eat also don’t have time. I just feel very unfair to me. When I sit down, they say I’m free no work to do. When other PCA (personal care assistant) they just do nothing and yet they didn’t say anything. One day, I’m busy doing everything I just ask a PCA as in ward aid to help me to take water she say I’m rude to her. What did I do wrong? I didn’t even ask u to walk up and down or help to do observation is considering very good already. Just need to take the flask to put water also so difficult. They can make noise then I also can make noise that observation is not my job. How can people be like that? I just told the person that if u doesn’t wan to do I will do it myself. She said “oh no, I came to work also one”. I work so hard and they can just relax is so unfair to me. Some more can say that I handle the whole ward. Stressful until they also don’t know about it. What I know is they only care about themselves. Oh Lord, when is December? I wan to leave this place very soon. They can just leave everything to me. I know is good that they trust me but I’m very stressful. Worst then study if I may say so myself.
Some people who understand me they say if one day I leave this place I really don’t know how are they going to survive. They depend on me so much sometimes. What I can say I’m the only one ho work the best and very hard working. The sisters also can see one cos they told me. I though they don’t know thanks God for it. At least they are people who understand me and appreciate me.
I’m hungry for God. I’m desperate for u Lord. Needed to be free from it. Help me LORD to release my sadness, angriness cos all I can do now is depend on you lord.
Father Lord, I wan to pray for Hannah that helps her to remember the things that she read. Help her in the exam not to forget anything but confidently to answer. Show her the miracle way. Pray for Florence Lord hope she can get her ticket to come back to Malaysia save journey. Hope that there wouldn’t be any problem cos she really trusts u Lord for everything. I can see that she is really very strong Christian. Help me Lord to release everything that I feel bad bout work. I just wan to leave everything cos I know u r there to help me. thanks lord for everything. I believe in miracle always it does happen to me. thank u lord in Jesus Name Amen.
Nobody understand me at all
I want to be protector
No protection at all
As times come
I felt scare
More and more problem
Is this a challenge for me?
Lord, Are u testing me
Are u helping me
To solve problem
My life I just want peaceful
Why can’t be peaceful
This earth is going evil
Does the world know that?
My job is not done yet
I know the world not going to end
Until I finish my task
What is my task?
Be a missionary nurse
What is a missionary nurse?
Some say tell others about Christ
Half of it is correct
That’s not all
I want to help the sick
By praying
I’m still afraid to pray for others
I need to work on it for my braveness
I wan to go all over the world
People always ask about do u have BF
For me, I don’t think they will accept
How can they accept the gal go all over the world
Dear Lord, as u can see that I’m working very hard at Columbia. Sometimes, not that I wan to complain. I just wan to let it out. I am the person who doesn’t want to keep the problem inside my heart. The more u keeps the more we will get crazy bout it. I don’t wan to go into depression. I’m a nurse need to know how to take care of our feeling. People will always use me but I don’t really bother about it. I’m use to it. They always put me in charge of the whole ward for observation. Is very stressful for me and they give it everything for me to do. They think I’m a super robot. Sometimes I really cannot handle myself.
I need someone to be there to understand me. Hannah do u understands me? You know me very well. If I work means I work my best as in I work very hard even eat also don’t have time. I just feel very unfair to me. When I sit down, they say I’m free no work to do. When other PCA (personal care assistant) they just do nothing and yet they didn’t say anything. One day, I’m busy doing everything I just ask a PCA as in ward aid to help me to take water she say I’m rude to her. What did I do wrong? I didn’t even ask u to walk up and down or help to do observation is considering very good already. Just need to take the flask to put water also so difficult. They can make noise then I also can make noise that observation is not my job. How can people be like that? I just told the person that if u doesn’t wan to do I will do it myself. She said “oh no, I came to work also one”. I work so hard and they can just relax is so unfair to me. Some more can say that I handle the whole ward. Stressful until they also don’t know about it. What I know is they only care about themselves. Oh Lord, when is December? I wan to leave this place very soon. They can just leave everything to me. I know is good that they trust me but I’m very stressful. Worst then study if I may say so myself.
Some people who understand me they say if one day I leave this place I really don’t know how are they going to survive. They depend on me so much sometimes. What I can say I’m the only one ho work the best and very hard working. The sisters also can see one cos they told me. I though they don’t know thanks God for it. At least they are people who understand me and appreciate me.
I’m hungry for God. I’m desperate for u Lord. Needed to be free from it. Help me LORD to release my sadness, angriness cos all I can do now is depend on you lord.
Father Lord, I wan to pray for Hannah that helps her to remember the things that she read. Help her in the exam not to forget anything but confidently to answer. Show her the miracle way. Pray for Florence Lord hope she can get her ticket to come back to Malaysia save journey. Hope that there wouldn’t be any problem cos she really trusts u Lord for everything. I can see that she is really very strong Christian. Help me Lord to release everything that I feel bad bout work. I just wan to leave everything cos I know u r there to help me. thanks lord for everything. I believe in miracle always it does happen to me. thank u lord in Jesus Name Amen.
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
About my work
What is this man?
What I want to do?
I really don’t know
Why life so difficult for me?
I know that whatever I do
Is for the Lord
Somehow thinking turns
This is life that always turns
I try to do my best
And yet is my fault
What is my problem now?
Can I let it all out just like that?
Today, I’m working morning. I’m supposed to work evening because of nana taking leave that is why I’m working morning. So, I have to take care of Ward as usual. There people just like to do what they want. They can just relax. For me, I work so hard and yet get scolding from matron and some other people. Sometimes, working no point for me at all. I feel like resigning already. I just want to be peaceful. Why can’t just be peaceful for me. Why am I suffering like that. Oh lord. I can only trust you. What should I do? teach me dear Lord.
What I want to do?
I really don’t know
Why life so difficult for me?
I know that whatever I do
Is for the Lord
Somehow thinking turns
This is life that always turns
I try to do my best
And yet is my fault
What is my problem now?
Can I let it all out just like that?
Today, I’m working morning. I’m supposed to work evening because of nana taking leave that is why I’m working morning. So, I have to take care of Ward as usual. There people just like to do what they want. They can just relax. For me, I work so hard and yet get scolding from matron and some other people. Sometimes, working no point for me at all. I feel like resigning already. I just want to be peaceful. Why can’t just be peaceful for me. Why am I suffering like that. Oh lord. I can only trust you. What should I do? teach me dear Lord.
Monday, June 30, 2008
Sadly about the place
I’m sorry Lord.
I feel that I’m away
I’m lost
I’m not close to you anymore then before
Forgive me dear Lord
I really want to be with you always
I dunno why we are so far away
What is my purpose now?
Why people have to let down my hope
I still remember the things happen to me
I want to forget about it
How come still in memory
I’m happy to see my friends in Tung Shin
Sadly about the place there
Remind me so much
I hope this is my last time going there
How to see my friends?
Don’t need to
A few times already
I love my friends so much
Is the place make me sad
Not my friends
I feel that I’m away
I’m lost
I’m not close to you anymore then before
Forgive me dear Lord
I really want to be with you always
I dunno why we are so far away
What is my purpose now?
Why people have to let down my hope
I still remember the things happen to me
I want to forget about it
How come still in memory
I’m happy to see my friends in Tung Shin
Sadly about the place there
Remind me so much
I hope this is my last time going there
How to see my friends?
Don’t need to
A few times already
I love my friends so much
Is the place make me sad
Not my friends
Friday, June 20, 2008
Scary day
Well, I have to set my mind now
Next year must go to study for good
Help me Lord
I must have trust in u
After the incident happen yesterday
I’m realize how important my life is
The guy who disturb which is an Indian guy
He asking me I’m what race so I say
Orang asli funny rite
I try not to say anything about myself
Age haizz.. Not important to tell others also
Girls is very sensitive one
Good thing I run out fast with not what is next
Normally I heard but I don’t really bother
Cos I though it won’t happen to me
And yet this thing really happen
How can this be?
There is a guy at my work place
He wants to ask me out for a date
For me as a friend only
How can I trust him?
He is an Indian
Not that Indian cannot but
If he simply do something to me
What will happen to me?
Difficult to find a good boyfriend
Haizz
Why life so challenge
Can he wait for me
To study
Can he?
Can I trust him?
Oh lord
Nothing on earth is for me
I just want someone there to care for me always
The only person is u lord.
U are the only I can trust
Help me lord
What is my life going to be?
Next year must go to study for good
Help me Lord
I must have trust in u
After the incident happen yesterday
I’m realize how important my life is
The guy who disturb which is an Indian guy
He asking me I’m what race so I say
Orang asli funny rite
I try not to say anything about myself
Age haizz.. Not important to tell others also
Girls is very sensitive one
Good thing I run out fast with not what is next
Normally I heard but I don’t really bother
Cos I though it won’t happen to me
And yet this thing really happen
How can this be?
There is a guy at my work place
He wants to ask me out for a date
For me as a friend only
How can I trust him?
He is an Indian
Not that Indian cannot but
If he simply do something to me
What will happen to me?
Difficult to find a good boyfriend
Haizz
Why life so challenge
Can he wait for me
To study
Can he?
Can I trust him?
Oh lord
Nothing on earth is for me
I just want someone there to care for me always
The only person is u lord.
U are the only I can trust
Help me lord
What is my life going to be?
Sunday, June 8, 2008
A times of thinking
What am I thinking now?
Lives still have to go on
No matter where we are
We have to face it
I must have confident for myself
Sometimes I feel that I’m lost
Do I have the faith?
I really don’t know myself
When times I don’t realize it
Forgive me Lord
Now I will concentrate on work 1st
Nothing else to think of
Trust in the lord
He will lead the way for me
I know he will
That’s why I’m on this earth
There is still something
I’m haven’t done
This earth is evil
Times come very fast
Things happen just like that
Earth shaker in country
Water flow just like that
The world is going to end
In times come
Day by day
I have no reason to ask why
I know what I should do
As we grew older
People might be more mature in life
We know what our decision is
Thanks lord
You always in my heart
I have the trust in you
Guide me through
I love you Lord
I have been very busy working for night shift and over time. Wow, this is super busy. This is the first time I get to work 6 night experience. I never work such a long night before. It is an interesting. If u hasn’t tried u will never know how hard it is. For me is just as same as the normal working days but long hours.
I feel that after my night shift, I’m lost it. I’m so sorry God that I don’t have the time for u. forgive me Lord. I know how important you are in my life. When there are times I’m suffering and you are there for me. I know it.
Lives still have to go on
No matter where we are
We have to face it
I must have confident for myself
Sometimes I feel that I’m lost
Do I have the faith?
I really don’t know myself
When times I don’t realize it
Forgive me Lord
Now I will concentrate on work 1st
Nothing else to think of
Trust in the lord
He will lead the way for me
I know he will
That’s why I’m on this earth
There is still something
I’m haven’t done
This earth is evil
Times come very fast
Things happen just like that
Earth shaker in country
Water flow just like that
The world is going to end
In times come
Day by day
I have no reason to ask why
I know what I should do
As we grew older
People might be more mature in life
We know what our decision is
Thanks lord
You always in my heart
I have the trust in you
Guide me through
I love you Lord
I have been very busy working for night shift and over time. Wow, this is super busy. This is the first time I get to work 6 night experience. I never work such a long night before. It is an interesting. If u hasn’t tried u will never know how hard it is. For me is just as same as the normal working days but long hours.
I feel that after my night shift, I’m lost it. I’m so sorry God that I don’t have the time for u. forgive me Lord. I know how important you are in my life. When there are times I’m suffering and you are there for me. I know it.
Sunday, May 25, 2008
Happy 20th birthday to my best friend
Happy 20th birthdayI just want to wish u
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
Wow.. we have been godsis many years already
Such a long time we know each other
We never celebrate together so this june
We must celebrate together no matter what
Ur 20th and my 21st
Doesn’t matter who pay ya
All the best for ur exam
I know u can do it
I wan to be a missionary
R u with me?
Wait for u lol
We open a clinic
Why not?
Pead not problem hehe
Hope u enjoy ur day lah..
I know u will
Always remember ur sister is with u
God loves u
God bless ya
muaxxx
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
21st birthday
Happy 21st birthday
So happy today
No matter what
I still happy
I want to be the happiest gal in the world
I get older this year
Already an adult
My college mate remember my birthday
I’m so glad they still remember
Though they busy until forgot
They never let me down
I think I should the same
My best friend, thanks so much Hannah
I love u all
Thanks Lord that im still alive until today
I know there is a purpose for me here
My job still not done yet
My dreams still not success yet
I know u r there to encourage me
I know miracle way will happen
If I believe in you
I have trust in u Lord.
I know u have helped me a lot for this few years.
I’m glad to know u
Muaxx
God bless all of you
Happy anniversary 20th to aunty Mag
Unbelievable same day as me
Just only one year younger then me
So happy today
No matter what
I still happy
I want to be the happiest gal in the world
I get older this year
Already an adult
My college mate remember my birthday
I’m so glad they still remember
Though they busy until forgot
They never let me down
I think I should the same
My best friend, thanks so much Hannah
I love u all
Thanks Lord that im still alive until today
I know there is a purpose for me here
My job still not done yet
My dreams still not success yet
I know u r there to encourage me
I know miracle way will happen
If I believe in you
I have trust in u Lord.
I know u have helped me a lot for this few years.
I’m glad to know u
Muaxx
God bless all of you
Happy anniversary 20th to aunty Mag
Unbelievable same day as me
Just only one year younger then me
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
Happy Nurses Day
Happy Nurses Day on 12 May
I am a nurse
I want to wish all the nurses
Have a great day
You are doing well in your job
Some people might think it will be an easy
Actually is not easy at all
I know all the hard work
Hoping for everyday going well
Is professional job
We will always remember Florence nightingale
She is the lady of lamp
Some day I want to be like her
However God’s will
Dunno when I can be a successful nurse?
Hope my dreams come true
I am a nurse
I want to wish all the nurses
Have a great day
You are doing well in your job
Some people might think it will be an easy
Actually is not easy at all
I know all the hard work
Hoping for everyday going well
Is professional job
We will always remember Florence nightingale
She is the lady of lamp
Some day I want to be like her
However God’s will
Dunno when I can be a successful nurse?
Hope my dreams come true
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